I’ve been reading some of the posts on my blog and have been learning a lot about myself. There’s a little button I push that says “Random Post” and I click on it and get a different one every time. Some of them are just hilarious and I’m so surprised with my sense of humour and how “on” I can be, even during difficult times. There are posts where I can see how far the progress my thought process has become and the circle upon circles I’ve lived and survived within my world. So even though I think I might be falling behind I can see I’m progressing and learning just like I should.
I love the ones with my kids.
Some of my favourites aren’t necessarily the post itself, but the comments I’ve received. So supportive, kind and so giving, They mean the world to me. These are people who take the time out to express what my writing means to them.
Two posts that stand out, because they were written during one of the most awful times in my life are here and here. Reading them again has really showed me how far I’ve come; the realization and seeing the journey of accepting myself with bipolar is really happening. The comments in both are what helped to keep me going.
To me, two of the most meaningful posts I’ve written: here because it still moves me to tears that I could express my feelings and it was about my Dad and here because I first told a huge part of my story.
I feel bad that some of my earlier posts have been deleted when WordPress took over from MySpace and these were lost in the transfer. I won’t get them back but I will just keep writing new ones!
There are others, of course, but the ones I picked will take a while to read or re-read if you would like to. I would love to know which posts have been standouts for you.